| Life Lessons |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|02:29 pm] |
Bay City TV and Palomar Pomerado Health are Proud to Present:
Life Lessons
Alcohol: Truths and Consequences
Thursday September 16th 7-7:30 PM XUPN
Sunday September 19th 6-6:30 PM XETV
Having fun doesn't have to be dangerous or stupid. If you or someone you know is a teenager, you probably already know about the many risks associated with underage drinking. Instead of overloading you with even more terrifying facts, Alcohol: Truths and Consequences is dedicated to giving you the skills you need to make smart decisions and help friends who are headed for trouble.
You'll hear real life stories from those whose lives were impacted by the choices they made about alcohol, including the severe consequences of one teen's irresponsible actions. Additionally, you'll find out why a 16-year-old former drinker from Chula Vista used to get into hard-core fights while intoxicated, but now has a brand new perspective. Finally, you'll be introduced to a mother whose bad decisions with drinking lead her to get pregnant at a very young age.
Unlike other Life Lessons programs, this special not only shows the problems associated with underage drinking, it concentrates on the solutions by using recreations of common party scenarios. The truth is that if you make good choices, you can avoid negative consequences. |
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| HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY GRAHAM! |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|10:11 am] |
Its been a while since I have updated! Lots have happened! I'm seeing this great guy who goes to school with me. Its weird how he has seen me around but I haven't... We wen't to the beach last night and got all kinds of comfertable! It was good kinky times! I hope we grow into something more than just friends! That would be great! Today is his Birthday! HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BABE! I'm going to be on tv tonight
September 16, 2004 UPN13 @ 7pm LIFE LESSONS
September 21, 2004 FOX6 @ 6PM LIFE LESSONS |
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| ay |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|11:29 am] |
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OMG! My mom saw my tattoos yesterday by accident. I walking out of the rest room and pulling up my shorts and she saw the one in the front. She mad a BIG SCENE about it infront of my grandma. I took my grandma home. Then I came home and she told me how dissapointmed in me she was... shes never gonna think of me the same. She said i should drop out of school now... because i'm a low- life since i have tattoos. She cried made me think... She called me this morning and told me that if i was haiding anything from here i should just straight out tell her... since she is all ready building her grave... I told her that i wasn't hiding anything else from her... thats a lie... my sexuality. My family woun't accept this... they almost had a heart attck because i have tattoos. So I've decided that I ain't dating period! I'll be single for a while. I might have a date with a girl this week... now thats something new... crazy shit! |
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| I knew/know |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|02:22 am] |
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I know/knew everything... so don't pretend like i didn't know what was going on. I'm not that dumb... |
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| work |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|01:26 am] |
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work wen't really well today.,, or should i say yesterday! I was in a very good mood! I was making up ae cheers! Taking my shirt off... making up dance routines... It was really good times! Italked to ryan on the phone while i was driving to work... He's so funny! I wanna go see him performe @ disney one of these days! I wanna hang out with tony once he moves into his dorm again... awwwww juan wanted 2 hang out tonight but i couldn't go out... i should get some sleep.. i'm meeting with my english group today... |
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| break up 073004-9-0905 |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|01:14 am] |
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Sol and I broke up yesterday before i left to work... everything happens for a reason... I'm good... hes good... no hard feelings |
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| work |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|11:37 am] |
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Yesterday I felt so sad and depressed. I woke up around 9. Got ready for work and then wen't to pp. I got there and sharon informed me that the actors were leaving at 12... I wen't into my office and started my work. I was really bored. No one was in the office so I was on the first floor by myself. Its soooo scary being there by your self. Knowing that alot of people are anti pp. 12 came and I took the elevator to the 2nd floor. Vivian came by!!!!!!!! I miss her so much I haven't seen her since the 23rd season day at belmont park. I miss everyone so much. When everyone left pp... i began to get really sad... It felt as if sharon and i were the parents of all those kids and they were going away to college or something. I knew I would see them again, but i just got all sad. I finished my work at 3... sharon had me hole punch some stuff... we left @ 3:30. I wen't home and started chatting with my brother. I'm really going to miss him once he gets married and moves into his condo. I helped him pick and outfit... lety and him had tickets to go watch "The Producers". I stayed him... chatted with tony and chicken. at around 7:30 I wen't to chickens and did her hair and make up... LMWAO!!!!! It was comedy! Whenever we get bored we do dumb stuff. Good times! Chicken and i picked up juan around 8:30. We visited hor @ starbucks then wen't to hillcrest. I was really sad @ hillcrest. I didn't even wanna be there. We wen't to the crypt, walked around and then I dropped off chicken and juan @ chi 's house |
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| Guilty |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|11:11 am] |
You’re always too busy
Why don’t you come with me?
Don’t act like you don’t hear me
Neglected
You’re guilty
He noticed no one was with me
I started getting so friendly
He told me I was too pretty
I flirted
I’m guilty
I have no reason to lie
I told you a thousand times
I needed him by my side
But you we’re nowhere to be found
You pushed you’re luck
Now it’s all messed up
But you went too far
When you broke my heart
And now my God
No use in you
So what I gotta do
To satisfy all my needs?
And I guess that makes me guilty
Stop wonderin’ a thing but
I wanted you so bad it’s danger (????)
It’s true now you point the finger (????)
Convict me
I’m guilty
You ain’t do ----
So good for ----
Not like I did it on purpose
The verdict is nothing
He needs me
Guilty
I have no reason to lie
I told you a thousand times
I needed you by my side
But you we’re nowhere to be found
You pushed you’re luck
Now it’s all messed up
But you went too far
When you broke my heart
And oh my God
No use in you
So what I gotta do
To satisfy all my needs?
And I guess that makes me guilty
You pushed you’re luck
Now it’s all messed up
But you went too far
When you broke my heart
And oh my God
No use in you
So what I gotta do
To satisfy all my needs?
And I guess that makes me guilty
I don’t cry
There ain’t nothing wrong
That’s why I decided to sing a song about ----
I’m thinkin’
Girls hearts breakin
I was out weepin’ in a ---------
And fakin’
You sit there and say I’m filthy
When you’re the one who made me guilty
You pushed you’re luck
Now it’s all messed up
But you went too far
When you broke my heart
And oh my God
No use in you
So what I gotta do
To satisfy all my needs?
You pushed you’re luck
Now it’s all messed up
But you went too far
When you broke my heart
And oh my God
No use in you
So what I gotta do
To satisfy all my needs?
And I guess that makes me guilty
Guilty
Guilty (x7) |
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| mall |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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I left pp right after my last post... I wen't to build a bear to get graces b-day gift! I hope she likes it. It's so cute! Igot to the malla round 8... I saw sol working so i didn't wanna bother him by saying hi... i wen't to build a bear... then to the hallmark store. I got grace a cute card. I wen't back to my car and filled out the card. I then walked on over to d*lush to see what time sol was getting out... He was closing and he told me that his mom was gonna pick him up... OMG! TODAY @ THE FILMING SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF JESUS WAS WAY 2 HORNY. Everyone was like are u sure ur gay? I kept feeling up on the girls and tee jay... I think michale was feeling uncomfertable. I'm sorry michael! I didn't mean it! I needed to release some sexual tension tonight. I'm all tired and i didn't even do anything... sexual that is. My room is a mess. I need to get some rest. |
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| @ pp |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|07:46 pm] |
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I'm here @ pp right now. I just got finished filming some short film on bullying. It was kinda funny! It looked so fake! Were all filming it in the third floor. I had to speak spanish... Its gonna sound so bo bo. Man i woke up kinda late today... I woke up at 7... when i should have been up @ 6... i forgot to get clothes and shave for todays filming... i woke up got dressed ran into the bathroom bruched my teeth and did my hair... ran in to my room got a bunch of clothes and left... I got to school one min late... wha! wha! wha! Today after intro to theatre class i saw jose... the one who played my boyfriend in "shadowbox" He got casted for damn yankies... I so wanted to audition... I would have been so much fun! I'm suppose to meet with mt english group tomorrow at 11... which means i have to be @ pp around 8... i'll leave at 10:30... go to swc... be back @ pp @ 1... drive to my drs appointment at 4. I hope my mom doesn't wanna go with me... she can go but she can't go in the room with me. She doesn't know about my two tattoos... I need to get my third one some time soon. My boo boo is working right now... i think he gets out at 8... i'm gonan stop by to see if he needs a ride home... |
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| oi |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|01:50 am] |
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| my after noon... |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|10:30 pm] |
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Man am I tired!!!!!!! I just got back from the gym and camping... all in one afternoon! Sol and I spend some good O quality time with each other camping. We got to our camp site and started to pitch our tents. 1st we got all of our stuff settled. He took off his shirt cause it got a little hot... Then we started to set our poles. But then we were like screw it! We don't need to pitch a tent... we'll just leave the poles up for a while... It was good times camping... we had our selves a good work out at the gym today! I know we lost major calories! It felt good just being next to my bf! In his arms! After the our out doors adventure we wen't to arbys. I took him home and now i'm home... i feel drunk... |
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| ayer! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|01:11 pm] |
So Yesterday sol and i wen't to the movies and saw the exorcist: the beginning. It was wickity wickity wack x109894378957986526502658793031589177549150165
I was like ummmmmm ok! The story line was waaaaack! Anywho after the movie we wen't to pick up stick and got some food. Then we drove to the "gym" to get our memberships. We have V.I.P passes! YEY! I came home and chatted with my boo boo for a hot one. He wen't off line. I finally watched the butterfly effect... he let me borrow it like a month ago. It was really good! I also watched the hillary duff concert dvd that he got me! THANK YOU BOO BOO! |
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| I cry! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|12:55 pm] |
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I woke up to an empty house this morning. I walk around in my gray boxer briefs trying to figure out where everyone had gone. I walked into my parents room and no one was there I looked out side and my dads car was still there. I walked into the family room opened the door to the back yard and walked passed the pool to my brothers room. He wasn't there. Its finally sinking in. This is how its gonna be once my brother moves out. I'm not gonna have anyone here with me anymore. I know I'm hardly ever home but it does feel nice knowing that someone is here while I am. I called my moms cell thinking that she was with my dad but it turns out that shes @ work... My dad woke up super early and wen't to church. Now he's riding his hardley around town. My brother is out with his fiance getting this ready for their december 19th wedding. I feel as if the family I once had is growing farther and farther apart. I'm gonna miss being able to come home late from work and notice my brothers bed room light on and walk on over and have heart to heart conversations.I think I'm the only one taking this whole wedding thing hard. I mean i know he's 28 and i'm only 20... He's always been here for me since day one. Whos gonna be there for me now? I'm not gonna have anyone anymore. I know i'll have my friends but that isn't the same. I wanna see him happy. I truly do! But I don't think he's ready for marriage just yet. He hasn't seen had other girlfriends. He has nothing to compare. I don't know why I'm getting all of emotional all of a sudden. I'm all crying up a storm. I think its time i move out and live on my own. Wait a min... it already feels like that and i live under my parents roof. Well I guess I should get ready for work and finish up my english homework! I have way 2 much reading to do... its only been the 1st week of school and I have alot of work already... I need to start on my midterm for mexican american history thats due the 1st week of october. |
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| :( |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|08:58 pm] |
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Today started off as a great day! I woke up... got online and chatted with my bf for a while. I got dressed and picked him up. When i got there he had just gotten out of the shower so i decided to stay in the car. Man it was frekin hot... he asked me to wait in side but i was like nah its all good. I should have listened to him. After he got ready we wen't to starbucks and staples. We were driving towards downtown when i was like lets go to the movies. I called ae to see if they needed me and they told me to call back @ 3 so i was like we should have enough time cause it was barely 12:40. So were in the movies and its 2:20... the movie has been on for like 30 min or so when i get a message that i have to be at work asap! I so didn't want to go. I wanted to spend time with solomon. I felt so bad for having to leave. We wen't back to my car he got his stuff and headed back to the mall... he had a job interview... I was driving to work and i was feeling so bad. I was at work... i didn't want to be there... The only reason i got called in was because corporate was going to check on the store and they wanted there ghappy employees working... It was bo bo! Rachel asks jamie to introduce me to her... shes like "hi my name is rachel... I don't think i've met you... I was like "Nice to meet you Rachel... I'm jesus... I was here last time you came" and she was like "I would have remembered" I was like ummmmm ook. I wanna talk to solomon... i always get scared to call his house cause i don't know if its all right if i call him on his house phone... ay... i miss sol! |
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| Schedule for week of 8/22/04-8/28/04 |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|08:52 pm] |
SUNDAY 8/22/04
3-9 AE
MONDAY 8/23/04
8-8:50 Mexican American History
9-9:50 Intro to theatre
10-10:50 English lab
11-11:50 English
12-1:15 Public Speaking
2-5 Planned Parenthood
TUESDAY 8/24/04
8:30-2:30 Planned Parenthood
WEDNESDAY8/25/04
8-8:50 Mexican American History
9-9:50 Intro to theatre
10-10:50 Break
11-11:50 English
12-1:15 Public Speaking
4:30-10:30 AE
THURSDAY 8/26/04
8:30-11:30 Planned Parenthood
FRIDAY 8/27/04
8-8:50 Mexican American History
9-9:50 Intro to theatre
10-10:50 Break
11-11:50 English
2-8:30 AE
SATURDAY 8/28/04
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| UPDATE |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|10:24 pm] |
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So its been a couple days that I've updated! Well I've updated but it hasn't been alot so let me give you a recap! Monday was my first day of school! It wen't pretty well! My mexican american history teacher is bo bo! He's all tellig us that everyone in the class must attend an ivy leauge school... I was My intro to theatre class was pretty fun! My professor is really laid back. My english teacher is bo bo! My communications class its oddles and oddles of fun! But its kinda scary cause this guy who sits by the door always gives me a weird look... I'm like ummmmmm ok. After school I headed on over 2 pp! Then I saw my bf! It was good times! I didn't have school on tuesday... but i had to go to pp... After pp i headed on over to fashion to meet up with my solomander! We hung out for a while. Wen't to utc... saw jeff. After the mall we drove to the "gym" We had our selves a good work out. We walked around the mall... Solomon is sooooo sweet! I enjoy cuddling with him. Today was my second day of school. It wen't pretty good! I wore the shirt solomon got me! During my break today I was e-mailing my bf through my cell... i start walking to class when i see rosa... my ex gf... we dated for like a month and 2 weeks.. for the first month of our senior year... She doesn't know i'm gay... but its kinda obvious now... anywho... After school i worked for for 4 hours then i wen't up to fashion valley to meet up with my bro. I get to be his best man!!!!! YEY!!!!! They took me to the 3 locations were they wanna have there ceremony at... I gave them my opinion. I'm planning it!!!!!! I was chatting my my bf threw my cell.OMG!!!!!!!! You woun't guess who i saw today @ school!?!?!? I saw richard! It was pretty cool! He told me that him and his bf are moving in together! I'm so happy for him. He was telling me how his bf is living with him and his mom... He told me that he would call me up so we could double date! I want him 2 meet solomander!I'm all going off into different tangents... I think my bro is getting the idea that im gay... he was telling me today... "Bro that shirt makes u look gay." "Don't walk through the wrong neighborhood." I was like ummm ok... He's just hating! I should go take a shower now! TOMH TIME! TOSH EVEN BETTER!!!! |
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